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Monday, December 27, 2010

1 ari di The CarnivaL..

pg2 lg dh bgn nk siap2 g the carnival..celik mta tr0s la k0l en.farid yg tgh sdp lg td0..hehe..akak 1 fmly dh jnji nk blnja kt0rg g mndi-mnda kt the carnival..trpaksa la bgn awl wlaupn slalunya x pnh bgn lbih awl dr mtahari kuar..hehe..cti2 mmg mls sgt..kal0 mak mertua taw k0mfem kna rejek awl2 lg..tgh seb0k2 brsiap en.farid dh trcegat dpn pntu umah..mak pn bsing la..da lak ank sdara yg x siap2 lg..

mak : cptla siap..'paksu' dh smpai 2..
al0ng : dh siap dh nie..jap ye paksu..hehe..

time 2 trsentap sketika..hehe..mak nie pndai2 je pnggil farid paksu..mntang2 la kta nie maksu..kt0rg pn pegi la 2 keta..akak,her hubby & aiman..kt0rg lak bwk 2 ank sdara al0ng & angah..st0p jap mkn kt gurun then smbg blk jln..smpai je sna kt0rg cpt2 salin bju..smgt nk mndi nie..

akak dgn abg is bley lak lpak2 kt ats..last2 kt0rg trpksa la jd baby sitter..nk kna jga tiga2 ank akak..nsibla d0rg dh bsar2..dsbbkn tket mhal kt0rg mndi smpai muka suma burn..sdap je baring ats plampung..tp farid la yg t0lak pusing2 dlm k0lam tue..hehe..tme nie la nk dera dia..da lwn tarik tali dlm air..mcm2 game da..mmg enj0y sgt.x nyesal la ikut..

tme blk kt0rg snggah tesc0 jap..0tw blk suma trtd0..cian farid drive s0rg2..lps ntar kt0rg dia tr0s blk..sptutnya dia nk blk usm pg s0k..tp dsbbkn mndi trlalu lma, dia dmam..s0ri ye abg..huhu..x psl2 je dmam..tp mmg best..akak,len kali sp0ns0r kt0rg lg ye..hehe..l0ve u s0 much akak..muah!!

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

30 n0vember 2010..

pg td bru je abis xm statistik..pheww..lega rsa..xyah ssah2 lg nk hfal f0rmula2 yg mmeningkn kpala wlaupn td byk s0klan yg x dpt jwb..but thanks a l0t 2 my "t0k guru" niena and my friend timah, fishah, sarah & zah..thanks sbb sudi bg tumpang umah..nie dh msuk ari ke 4 td0 cni..hehe..s0 skang tggl lg 2 paper..s0k financial acc0unting & the next day pmbgnn usahawan..

skang nie suma kt umah nie dh jd gila..gila tgk akaun..kjap2 nyanyi..kjap2 brg0sip..stdy sket je..tensi0n je lbih..but its fun..nnt cti sbulan msti rndu kt suma..x sbar rsanya nk blk umah..cpat2 la abis exam..dh pnat dh nie..

alang2 tgh rjin update bl0g nie,nk gak pr0m0te s0rg kwn nie..f0r ur inf0rmati0n i have a friend yg still single..kt0rg pggl dia timah a.k.a jL0..s0 sesapa yg trasa brminat nk brknalan bley la gtau ye..cik timah nie sgt2 la baik & pmalu 0rg dia..x pnah da bf and she is educated..bkal jd cgu nie..cal0n2 yg dcari baik, pmalu, x byk cakap and educated..muka biar la sdp dpndang..hehe..nie pic timah..






p/s : timah..jgn marah aku tau..aku tlg pr0m0te je..fishah yg salah..dia yg s0h aku wt..hehe..bkn slalu nk bg ang faymes kt bl0g aku..muahh!!l0ve u timah..=)

Saturday, November 27, 2010

playful kiss..

mlm nie trsgt la mls nk study..ingtkn lpak umah kwn bley la wt stdy group..tgk2 stdy la jgak..tp stdy muka buku a.k.a faceb0ok..huhu..suma asyk men k0men2 je..

ptg td asyk sgt la melayan ceta k0rea..x abs2..bla nk insaf ntah la..nsib la s0k bru ari sbtu..tp da lg 3 pper..isnn smpai la rbu..xda gap lak 2..adeh..pengsan~

s0 sesapa yg free xtau nk wt pa 2 bley la tgk ceta k0rea nie..best gak..tjuk dia playful kiss..sgt2 sweet..bley la berangan jap utk ilangkn tensi0n sbb xleh jwn s0klan bsnes law td..hehe..kal0 nk tgk bley la klik kt link kt bwh nie..




Playful Kiss is about a popular and genius male student named Baek Sueng-jo who has a stand-offish personality and Oh Hani who is a female student who makes up for being not-so-genius by always being smiling and happy. An earthquake destroys the girl's home and she and her dad end up living with the boy's family. The girl has kept this boy in her heart but she has never received any assurances of her love being reciprocated. Fun and groans ensue as they interact and rub off on each other.


kim hyun j0ong


jung s0 min

playful kisS

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

exAm o0hh exAm...

after 3 weeks h0liday i really l0st my m0od 2 study..1st pper dh stel..2nd will c0me..0uhh..i need m0od 2 study..where sh0uld i find dat m0od..huhu..still g0t 5 pper 2 g0..chaiy0k!!
  • human res0urce
  • bussines law
  • statistics
  • financial accounting
  • and last but n0t least is pembangunan keusahawanan

    i slept at 4am last nite..study??of c0z n0t..hehe..watching k0rean drama again..im addicted 2 k0rean drama..dis time is playful kiss..ummm..i l0ve it..s0 swit..huhu..i really need 2 f0cus..but i can't..any tips??

    i've been thinking a l0t lately..but n0t f0r my statistics or financial acc0unting questi0n..im thinking b0ut what im g0ing 2 d0 4 my 1 m0nth h0liday..hehe..planning 2 g0 2 sabah wit my besties..but n0t en0ugh m0ney..sigh~

    mayb i need 2 d0 smething m0re cheaper than g0ing 4 vacati0n..i d0 have my list 2 d0 dis h0liday..lets check it 0ut..

    • watching m0vies wit my..(secret)hehe...

      
      • wind0w sh0pping..(its hard 2 d0 c0z im sh0pah0lic but i'll try)

        • kara0ke even my v0ice is n0t dat "merdu"..hihi..

        • g0ing 2 langkawi (my sis h0use..h0pe i c0uld get m0ney fr0m her) (^_^)

        • lepak2 at kgr..

          • b0wling..but ilah's treat..hehe..

          • walking ar0und denai larian wit my..(secret)

            • bbq wit frenz at bukit air..

              • g0ssip..0uhh..i l0ve it..h0t st0ries..=)

              • w0rking part time..ouhhh..i really need m0ney..

                • spending time wit my l0ve (^_^)..

                • bec0me my m0m's driver..

                  • clean my h0use..and 0f c0z i will bc0me maid f0r 1 m0nth..sigh~

                    • babysit my Aqeel Harith..

                    • i want 2 d0 everything in 1 m0nth..can i d0 dat??pheww...n0t sure..

                    anyway..rite n0w i really need 2 f0cus 0n my study..need 2 d0 l0ts 0f revision..sara, timah, fishah, zah and niena..i really need u guys rite n0w..i need ur guide..maybe i shud sleep ur h0use..yessss..i will..wait 4 me..im c0ming!!!!


                    Monday, November 22, 2010

                    girLs Vs b0yS (pArt 2)

                    

                    • many girls r p0ssessive b0ut their friends and bel0ngings!
                    • girls l0ve 2 g0 4 wind0w sh0pping b4 buy anything bc0z they want 2 make sure what is the best 4 them..they will check the quality and ask 4 0pini0n..but guys juz g0 2 sh0pping mall and b0ught what they want with0ut l0oking 4 an0ther ch0ice.. 

                    • Girls seem 2 depend 0n s0me1 way t0o much either em0ti0nally 0r pers0nally but at the same time they easily switch preferences..S0me1 wh0 was inevitable a c0uple 0f years back bec0mes a g0od friend t0day and a g0od contact tomorrow..At any point, a pers0n wh0 sh0ws a l0t f interest 0n her is always c0nsidered the best by a girl..


                    • Wit the brain being l0cked in an em0ti0nal trap, girls usually end up taking decisi0ns purely 0ut 0f their heart which in m0st cases will n0t be c0rrect..Ir0nically, even after realizing that they made a mistake, it is s0metime imp0ssible 4 them 2 c0rrect dat.


                    • Girls enj0y guys falling 4 them but many d0 n0t want 2 reveal dat..A beautiful girl alm0st always c0nfirms dat the guys ar0und her r interested in her thr0ugh unn0ticeable gestures..Guys h0wever str0ng juz start shaking at the sight of a beautiful girl staring at them and get caught..But a girl never reveals anything m0re than a smile at the corner of her lips... Gets hard 4 the guys 2 assess her pulse..=)

                    im n0t sure b0ut all dis..but dis is what i saw in real life..it is my 0bservati0n..girls is c0mplicated..but 0nce u get 2 kn0w them u will l0ve 2 b ar0und them..we r unique dats y we r different fr0m b0ys..s0ft and hard 2 resist..s0 guys..u need 2 b patient..try 2 understand girl..

                    Friday, October 29, 2010

                    girLs Vs b0yS (pArt 1)



                    • A girl wh0 stays at h0me kn0ws much m0re than a guy wh0 is hanging 0ut m0st 0f the day!c0z girls l0ve g0ssip..

                    • Guys never n0tice differences in their friend's appearance unless the difference is t0o 0bvi0us (like a very p0or haircut). But with girls, it's n0t the case..Try walking t0 y0ur friend wh0 is a girl with a small stain 0n ur shirt which is usually unn0ticeable..u w0uld get caught within the first couple of minutes.


                    • Guys try their best 2 b caring but they r n0t designed 4 that..Girls 0ften tend 2 care m0re than what u want them 2.. If u r d0wn with fever and u let ur best friend wh0 is a girl kn0w,u'll end up answering the phone at least 20 times that day..she called just 2 ask u b0ut ur health..


                    • Alm0st every1 has s0me childishness in him/her..The fam0us qu0te "There is n0 p0int gr0wing up if u cann0t be a child at times" is an illustrati0n 0f that fact..H0wever, the pr0p0rti0n 0f girls 0bserved 2 be childish is much higher than guys..


                    • Even the m0st silent girl is highly talkative within her gr0up..guys usually d0nt talk t0o much like girls..c0z they d0esn't like 2 share their pr0blem with 0thers..


                    Sunday, October 24, 2010

                    24 0kt0ber 2010..

                    ujan je arini..lbat lak tue..arini bley la relax sket..smlm bz je dgn pr0gram kab my h0me..x psl2 je kna jd ajk pr0t0k0l wlaupun x brpr0t0k0l sgt..huhu..tp mlm nie meeting lg..mlsnya..

                    arini 1 ari suntuk asyik ngadap lapt0p tgk ceta k0rea..PERS0NAL TASTE..mmg best sgt..sbb lee min h0 yg brlak0n..his smile w0uld melt my heart..=)


                    dlm ceta nie min h0 nie trsgt la sweet..but i w0nder d0 we still have guys with that attitude in this w0rld..ummm..

                    sme0ne wh0 w0uld buy a pad f0r his gf..sme0ne wh0 would make a mask 4 his gf..sme0ne wh0 w0uld stand by u n0 matter h0w bad the situation..sme0ne wh0 w0uld dry his gf's hair..sme0ne wh0 w0uld serve her with a warm bath with bubbles and r0se petals..i wish i c0uld i have 0ne..

                    im t0tally int0 u, min h0..i think im in l0ve..hehe..^_-










                    dis drama made me smiled all the time..i wish there r still few guys wh0 willing 2 d0 dat 2 me their gf..and i wish i could have 0ne..

                    u kn0w when u're in l0ve u can't fall asleep bc0z reality is finally better than y0ur dream..i guess if i get lee min h0 in dis drama..i w0n't sleep 0r feel sleepy..wink2..haha..daydreaming again..

                    Saturday, October 23, 2010

                    mALam prA gRaduAsi AT45..

                    mlm graduasi at45 mmg best..geng k0mpang kt0rg djemput utk iringi vip..walaupun x ckup ltihan tp kt0rg dh wt yg trbaik..credit t0 abg f0zan & arshad yg byk ajar kt0rg..thanks t0 my team member yg snggup bg k0mitmen..niena, fishah, zah, sarah, timah, pian, helmi, mus & 2 0rg bdk bru k0mpang aidi dgn leya..g0od j0b guys..

                    lps main k0mpang kt0rg jd la bidan terjun..kna lak blak0n utk geng2 laki sem 3 nie..ceta pndek..ala..watak smpngan..tp part yg plg best bla antu2 dh kuar..pcah prut gak la kt0rg kt blkg..sygnya xleh nk tgk kt dpn..sbb x smpat trun..

                    tp geng2 laki nie mmg semp0i abis..idea yg kreatif..mmg ssuai jd usahawan..hehe..prsembahan d0rg plg gempak wlaupun dpt n0 2..cayala..k0rg mmg the best..x sia2 geng kt0rg jd plak0n tmbhn k0rg..nie da vide0 antu2 at45..mmg klaka abis..nj0y!!=)



                    at last da gak geng kt0rg yg jd king utk mlm nie..slalunya kal0 mlm pra graduasi msti king & queen dpt kt sni0r sem 7..wlaupun pkaian biasa je..rsa cm x adil..tp pa nk wt..dh mjlis d0rg..last dh pn..kna la bg d0rg mrasa..

                    tp kali nie..d0rg kalah dgn kwn kt0rg..hehe..dpt gak azhar jd king mlm 2..temanya desa..mmg ssuai la azhar mnang..skali tgk cam pladang..dua kali tgk dh cam pekebun kt sk0lah lak..hehe..jgn mrah ye..

                    
                    Azhar The Kampung B0y!!
                    KING 0F THE NIGHT
                    
                    
                    geng k0mpang KAB @ pelak0n tambahan
                    
                    
                    antu2 AT45..
                    
                    
                    AT45!!!
                    

                    Wednesday, October 20, 2010

                    20.10.2010



                    i sh0uldn't let u kn0w h0w hurt it is..
                    c0z im sure u d0nt want t0 kn0w h0w hard my life is..

                    s0metime i wish u w0uld feel what i feel..
                    s0 that u can carry half 0f my burden..
                    but i need t0 m0ve 0n..
                    t0 start a new life..
                    build a new mem0ry wth0ut u..

                    i have t0 step up..
                    and d0nt ever l0ok back...

                    i need s0me0ne t0 h0ld my hand..
                    t0 give me strength..
                    t0 give me l0ve..
                    t0 give me sh0ulder f0r me t0 cry 0n..
                    t0 b wit me n0 matter h0w hard it is..
                    i kn0w i can d0 it..

                    Monday, October 18, 2010

                    j0kes 2

                    Seorang Tok Batin baru membeli motorsikal Honda dan kebetulan dalam 
                    jalan pulang terserempak dengan kawannya yang ingin menumpang, lalu 
                    ditumpangkan kawannya itu. Dalam perjalanan kawannya merasakan Tok Batin 
                    hanya mengunakan gear 1 sahaja lalu bertanyalah kawannya itu, 

                    Kawan Tok Batin : Kenapa kamu hanya pakai gear 1 sahaja. 
                    Tok Batin : Kalau rosak 1 gear ada 2 lagi gear. 
                    Kawan Tok Batin : ????????

                    L0ve...


                    Find a guy wh0 calls y0u beautiful instead of h0t,
                    find a guy wh0 calls y0u back when y0u hang up 0n him,
                    wh0 will lie under the stars and listen t0 y0ur heartbeat,
                    0r will stay awake just to watch y0u sleep...

                    wait f0r the b0y wh0 wants t0 sh0w y0u 0ff t0 the w0rld when y0u are in sweats,
                    wh0 h0lds y0ur hand in fr0nt 0f his friends,
                    wh0 thinks y0u' re pretty with0ut put 0n ur makeup,
                    wh0 likes t0 watch y0u even when y0u just wake up...

                    One wh0 is c0nstantly reminding y0u 0f h0w much he cares
                    and h0w lucky he is to have YOU...

                    The 0ne wh0 turns to his friends and says, thats her...
                    the girl that t00k my heart away..

                    Thats him..
                    the 0ne that y0u sh0uld trust,
                    the 0ne that will keep y0u safe,
                    in his heart..

                    Friday, October 15, 2010

                    8.46am..

                    pagi2 lg dh update bl0g..ngantuknya..smlm kul 4 bru bley td0..nk bgn pg nie rsa mls sgt..klas kul 8..dh siap2..trus trun..smbl trun 2 call la sme0ne nie..nk tnya dh siap ke..tgk2 dia ckp xnak g klas..ala..pnat je 0rg siap..last2 patah blik..x jd nk g klas..lgpn mggu nie prbntangan je..x g klas pn xpa(nk sdapkn ati sndri)..

                    s0 awl2 pg lg dh 0nline..bkak fb..upl0ad gmbr..& update bl0g..suma nie sbb x jd nk g klas..hehe..smbil2 online tgk la vide02 yg 0rg p0st kt fb..ps2 trtgk vde0 nie..trasa nk share..sbb kiut sgt kcing nie..tgk la ye..=)

                    j0kes 1

                    The Trainee A man joins a big corporate empire as a trainee. On his very first day of work, he dials the kitchen and shouts into the phone, "Get me a coffee, quickly!" The voice from the other side responds, "You fool, you've dialed the wrong extension! Do you know who you're talking to, dumbo?" "No," replies the trainee. "It's the CEO of the company, you fool!"

                    The trainee shouts back, "And do you know who you are talking to, you fool?!" "No," replies the CEO indignantly. "Good!" replies the trainee, and puts down the phone.

                    ciNtA??


                              kdg2 kita ska 0rg 2..tp 0rg 2 x ska kta..da gak 0rg yg ska kta tp kta x ska 0rg 2..da 0rg ska kekasih 0rg lain..da kekasih 0rg plak ska kt kekasih 0rg lain..nper cm2 ye??pelik2..tp yg pstinya cinta utk yg Maha Esa lebih agung..xda cnta yg bley mnandingi suma 2..


                              cinta 5 taun pn kal0 xda jd0h kta xleh nk wt pa..suma 2 ktentuan Allah..bru2 nie jmpa s0rg akak sni0r nie..sja b0rak2 dgn dia..dia ckp dia dh brtunang..bru je knal dh tunang..tnya gak dia cmna akak bley decide utk brtunang dgn laki 2 sdangkn akak bru je knal..dia ckp dia nmpk kesungguhan laki 2..ssh pyh bwk jmpa fmly..siap smpn duit lg utk d0rg pnya future..s0 akak nie pn brtunang la..pdhal sblum nie dia brcnta dgn 0rg lain..tp x mnjadi..mknanya kta x prlu ssh pyh nk brcnta lma2..kdg2 bla kta jmpa 0rg 2..kta bley rsa yg he's the right 0ne..



                              org dlu2 brcnta lps kwen..sbb 2 prkhwinan d0rg brtahan lma..sbb lps kwen la kta nk knal ati budi psgn msing2..tp kta skang nie knal dlu bru kwen..lps kwen dh xtau dh nk tnya psl pa..sbb suma bnda psl dia kta dh tau..sbb 2 da yg gduh..sbb dh xda bhn nk ckp..knal dlu bru kwen da gak bgusnya..at least kta x slh plih 0rg..tkut gak trkwen dgn laki yg pns baran..asyk nk pkul je..suma nie da baik bruknya..


                              cnta nie pelik..kta x prlukan sbb utk jtuh cnta..dan msa bkn 1 pngukur thap cnta kta kt sese0rang 2..kta sndri x bley tnjuk sbyk mna cnta kta kt sese0rang 2..kta xkn pnah phm pa erti cnta..kta xprlukn msa yg lma utk jtuh cnta..da byk jnis cnta..
                    • cnta m0nyet..
                    • cnta buta..
                    • cnta 3 segi..
                    • cnta sjati..                                                          
                    • cnta pndang prtma..
                    • cinta gila..
                    • cinta kt kwn..
                    • cinta kt family..
                    • cinta kerjaya..
                    • cinta plg agung..CINTA PADA YG MAHA ESA
                             

                           i used 2 fall in l0ve..my 1st l0ve is when im in high sch0ol..0rg kta cnta kt sk0lah cnta m0nyet..tp m0nyet2 pn brtahan gak la smpai 6 taun..tp jd0h x pnjang kn..he met sme1 better than me..i let him go bc0z "if u l0ve s0meb0dy, u have 2 let him g0..if he c0mes back, then he is y0urs..but if he didnt, maybe b0th 0f u are n0t meant 2 b t0gether"..dats my priciple..s0 i let him g0..as l0ng as he is happy, i am happy t0o..byk knangan slama 6 taun..ssh snang sma2..tp kal0 dia lbih bhgia dgn 0rg lain, i will b happy 4 him..cnta x bley dpksa..

                              he is happy n0w wit her sweet, caring and beautiful gf..i kn0w she c0uld take a g0od care of him very well..i h0pe they're b0th happy..




                              thanks t0 my family, emak, kakak, abg2..kak niza, kak lisa and my niece t0o wh0 always supp0rt me and give me l0ve when i need it..thanks t0 my bestfriend ilah, pipah, azie, amzar, n, ema, ain, timah, fishah, niena, sarah, zah & all my friend wh0 always b with me when i need them..thanks 2 my sis kak nur, kak yuyu, kak wa, kak sue n kak bie..thanks 2 my x-bf f0r giving me the sweet time t0gether and share ur l0ve wit me..and special thanks t0 sme0ne special in my life..wh0 always b there 4 me and give me advice..mr r0han wesley @ bubby..l0ve u all guys..im str0ng bc0z i have all 0f u beside me..im n0t l0nely bc0z i g0t all the l0ve dat i need..and im happy bc0z i d0nt want 2 make u all worry..^_^

                    Thursday, October 14, 2010

                    st0ry b0ut mArriAge..

                    When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

                    Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

                    She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

                    I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

                    With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

                    She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

                    The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

                    When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

                    In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

                    This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

                    She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

                    I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

                    My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
                    the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

                    On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

                    On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

                    On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

                    She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

                    Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

                    Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

                    But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

                    I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

                    She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

                    Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

                    At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

                    That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
                    My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

                    The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

                    t0m & jerry..^_-

                                                                           j0m teng0k t0m & jerry lak..=)

                    Wednesday, October 13, 2010

                    13.10.2010

                            n0t feeling well t0day..huhu..but after had panad0l and sleep i felt much much better.. but the pr0blem is i keep dreaming b0ut the same guy..the guy dat i want 2 erase fr0m my mem0ry..hate dis feeling..wish dat i had a sh0rt term mem0ry like in the m0vie 50 first date..at least i w0nt remember anything dat c0uld hurt me..u sh0uld watch dat m0vie..its funny and sweet t0o..dat guy try hard 2 make dat girl remember him..=)

                                                           


                         Henry Roth (Adam Sandler), a womanising marine-life veterinarian living in Hawaii, meets Lucy Whitmore (Drew Barrymore), an art teacher, in a café one morning. They hit it off and agree to meet in the café the next morning. The following day, however, Lucy claims not to know Henry. The café owner pulls Henry aside and explains that Lucy suffers from anterograde amnesia (called 'Goldfield Syndrome' in the movie) as a result of a car accident she was in a year earlier. Her condition has left her with no memory of anything between the day of the accident and the present, because she is incapable of converting short-term memories into long-term memories. At the beginning of each day, she loses all memory of the past day. She innocently believes every day to be October 13, 2002. Her father, Marlin (Blake Clarke), and brother, Doug (Sean Astin), attempt to re-enact the activities of October 13, her father's birthday, every day, to prevent her from suffering from learning about the accident.

                         Realizing that he is beginning to fall in love with Lucy, Henry sheds his philandering ways and begins devising new ways to meet her again every day, hoping that one day she will retain her memories - and feelings - for him. Henry and Lucys family eventually realize that they cant lie to her about what has happened forever, and so instead begin to leave video tapes for her to watch each morning, explaining her situation and relationship with Henry. They go on many dates and over time, Lucy begins to reciprocate Henrys feelings, even going so far as to accept his marriage proposal. One morning, however, she overhears Henry telling Marlin that he has canceled his plans to sail to the Arctic on a research expedition - something he had been planning and saving money for 10 years - in order to be with Lucy. Not wanting to be the person to hold him back, she ends the relationship and commits herself to a specialist unit in hospital, allowing herself to forget all about Henry. A heartbroken Henry, meanwhile, finally saves the money needed to begin his trip, and, after a farewell from Marlin and Doug, sets sail. Shortly after departing he realizes that Marlin had hinted that Lucy had indeed remembered Henry, and he rushes back to the hospital to see her. Upon seeing him again, Lucy explains that she still doesnt know who Henry is, but that she has somehow remembered his face and she had a dream with him in it, as evidenced by the many paintings and pictures she has produced of him whilst in hospital. Knowing that this is proof of the love she has for him, and he for her, the couple reunite.

                         Several years later Lucy wakes up in a strange bed with a video tape on the night stand next to her, reading "Good Morning, Lucy". She watches it, and cries as she relives her accident while the tape explains everything that has happened, including scenes from Henry and Lucy's wedding. She then looks out the window and is shocked to find out that she's on a boat in the Arctic. She comes out onto the deck of the boat to be greeted by Henry as well as her father and her young daughter sailing on Henry's ship, his dream finally fulfilled.

                    j0m tgk shin chan..^_^


                    gEng k0mpAng KAB dA beSt!!!

                                                                          kAb k0mpANg teAm dA beSt!!!

                         x nyesal rsa j0in geng k0mpang kab..mula2 j0in pn sbb niena yg ajk..lgpn sem 2 xda wt pa pn..rilek ja..sja nk aktifkn dri..bley gak stay k0lej..bla dh j0in mmg best..dpt lak jmputan main utk ari trbuka KZ..ps2 dpt lg jmputan dr sk0lah slim utk iring VIP..rsa cm faymes lak..hehe..thanks 2 abg f0zan yg x jemu2 ajar kt0rg main..wlaupn awl2 sl0w sket..skang dh trer taw..=)

                         plg trbaru geng kt0rg main utk jmuan rya KAB..iring VIP..mmg best..next week lak da 0rg mtk iring VIP utk mjlis graduasi..geng k0mpang KAB dh hbat skang..mkin faymes..cayala..majulah k0mpang KAB utk stay k0lej..yeah!!!

                                                                           gambar2 geng k0mpang kt0rg..





                    pnya la excited nk tngkp gmbar smpai x prsan hamper trbalik..huhu


                    dpt hamper bsar pnya..=)

                    sapa nie ye??hehe..

                    

                    ari sukan sk0lah slim..

                    jmuan rya kab..
                    
                    


                    
                    time latihan..
                    
                    
                    helmi & pian yg trlbey p0se..




                    

                    KL time...

                                                              kl time wit my besties & my sis..sem 1 t0 sem 3..=)




                    sh0ping2..


                    wit zah at Times Square..

                    my bestfriend ain..

                    b0wling time..

                    wit my sis..

                    kt m0n0rail..

                    ats escalat0r pn smpat p0sing..

                    sh0pping sakan..